Sunday, August 12, 2012

Being in His Presence is the best gift all

After almost 4 years of intense study of Islamic Mysticism and Philosophy, I honestly didn't know what I was going to do. What in the world was I thinking? At the pinnacle of my career, I graciously made my exit, before I expired. Inspired by one who turned my life around. He was both a teacher and  abrother, and I never looked back after that.


With no formal training in this field, I endeavored and worked harder than most at what felt like constantly swimming upstream. I had to learn technical terms, and studied Arabic (I still am, by the way), studying texts and manuscripts guiding people to rid themselves of themselves.
Most people move towards the world and away from God, where would I fit in? How could I come back to the working world with everything that I knew. The whole idea of Sufism is the death of the false self (nafs) and yet the world I was returning to, seemed to be lived in order to fulfill desires. The very desires I was trained to extinguish.
There were some really grim moments when I didn't want to talk to people and experienced such despair, such misery. But I was surrounded by many who had tread the path before me, I began, little by little, to understand and to live in this world, but not of it. (to borrow the words of Isa, (as).

And as it turns out, I really didn't have to do anything. The way just made itself apparent. No longer driven by the superficial desires of the world, I pursued God. Al-hamdu li'Llah :)


To every question that arises in the heart of the mystic, the answers unfold in the life before him.
Hazrat Inayat Khan

I should've had more faith in Him. Astaghfirullah.
Today, I continue to counsel and motivate my fellow man, education is still a passion, but less of myself is present.
Being in His Presence is the best gift all...everything else just "falls into place." 

The Pursuit of Happiness: Do we really know what we are looking for?


The Pursuit of Happiness
Do we really know what we are looking for?



Bismi’Llahir-Rahimir-Rahim

As-Salaamu ‘Alaykum wr wb

Whether you reading this for the first time or you happened to be present at my recent talk with Talisman Energy on August 9th, I hope you may find this article useful, both professionally and personally.

What is happiness?
The most useful definition—and it's one agreed upon by neuroscientists, psychiatrists, behavioral economists, positive psychologists, Philosophers as well as religion—is more like satisfied or content than "happy" in its strict bursting-with-glee sense. It has depth and deliberation to it. It encompasses living a meaningful life, utilizing your gifts and your time, living with thought and purpose.

Most often happiness is a concept or word that we attach to “things,” things we desire, things we wish for. This ensures the road to unhappiness.

All things in the world perish, save His Face, Magnificent and Glorified. Thus says the Holy Quran. [1]

As Muslims, we profess to believe that the Vision of God is the summit of human felicity, because it is so stated in the Law; but with many this is just lip-service which arouses no emotion in their hearts.

Conventionally, the pursuit of happiness means no more than the pursuit of wealth and status as embodied in a mansion, a Lexus, and membership in a country club.  All of these things are wonderful to have, but happiness brought about by things, are temporary. They do not last. Do they?

I invite all of you to search inside yourselves and ask do you really know what you are looking for? It is most important that you differentiate the things you desire such wealth, health etc, and true, ultimate happiness. So, where do we go for answers?






The answers that I have brought with me today, are from the past. A rich  history of Islamic Philosophy and Mysticism (Tasawwuuf) that I have been privileged to study.  As a professor of Islamic jurisprudence in Baghdad 's Nizamiyyah College, Al-Ghazzali was considered one of the leading minds of his day. All his life he had aimed to know 'the deep reality of things', and his mental powers had led him to eminence. He was bestowed with the title of the “Proof of Islam.”

Imam Ghazzali was asked, “Does money upset the hearts of learned men?”
He answered, "…men whose hearts are changed by money are not learned''


The Alchemy of Happiness – Al-Kimia al- Sa'āda[2]

Sa'āda (happiness) is a central concept in Islamic philosophy used to describe the highest aim of human striving.
  • Sa'āda is considered to be part of the "ultimate happiness", namely that of the hereafter.
  • Only when a human being has liberated his/her soul completely form its corporal existence, and arrives at what is called "active intellect".
  • Al-Ghazali believed in practical-ethical perfection and that by exercising his God-given capacity for reason man must be drawn to the spiritual alchemy that transforms the soul from worldliness to complete devotion to God.
  • This alone, he believed could produce ultimate happiness.
  • Ghazālī's teachings were to help man to live a life in accordance with the sacred law, and by doing so gain a deeper understanding of its meaning on the day of Judgement

Kimiā (Alchemy) is an applied and mystical science that has been studied for centuries.
  • In its essence, Kimiā represents a complete conception of the universe and relations between earthly beings and the cosmos. 
  • Religious philosophers emphasized its importance as a religious discipline.
  • Due to its spiritual dimensions Kimiā is considered the noblest of all occult sciences (i.e. astrology and various kinds of magic).
  • Ghazali was himself a believer that everything on Earth is a manifestation of God’s spirit, thus everything belongs to kimiā.

The first four chapters follow the hadiths, or sayings of Muhammad, in making a case for the impossibility of true happiness without a close relationship to God.

It has for nine centuries remained one of the great inspirational tracts of Islam.
Ghazzali begins the book by stating the four elements in the metamorphosis that turns an average person 'from an animal into an angel'. They include:

         Knowledge of self
         Knowledge of God
         Knowledge of the world as it really is
         Knowledge of the next world as it really is

I have included 2 of these chapters here for this discussion.

Knowledge of self
  • Ghazzali draws attention to the simple fact that until we know something about ourselves we cannot fulfill our potential.
  • The key to knowledge of the self is the heart - not the physical heart but the one given us by God, which 'has come into this world as a traveler visits a foreign country.and will presently return to its native land'.
  • To lose our heart in the things and concerns of this world is to forget our real cosmic origins, whereas knowledge of the heart as given by God provides a true awareness of who we are as God created us.

Knowledge of God
  • Ghazzali refers to a line in the Koran: "Does it not occur to man that there was a time when he was nothing?" Yet he notes that many refuse to look for the real cause that brought them into creation.
  • He likens a physicist to an ant crawling across a piece of paper which, seeing letters being written on to it, believes they are the work of a pen alone.
  • A person suffering from depression will be told a different cause for his ailment, depending on who he sees; the physician and the astrologer will find different causes. It does not occur to them that God may have given the man the illness for a reason, and caused the conditions that led to his dissatisfaction with the normal pleasures with life, in the hope that it would draw him closer to God. There is always a real cause behind the apparent ones, and that real cause is God's.

But the larger message of The Alchemy of Happiness, whether you are Muslim or not, is that genuine happiness comes from the knowledge that we are creations of God, and have therefore been made for a purpose. Peace comes from knowing that we are merely 'travelers in a foreign land', and will before long return to an eternal paradise.

Such is the “Alchemy of Happiness" that Al-Ghazzali brewed up for us and served it in a small teacup, hot, steaming, and refreshing of our souls, if we but take the cup into our hands and drink deeply.


I would like to take this opportunity to share with you some lessons from my own beloved teacher.  May Allah be pleased with him.

  • God has opened a gate in the middle of creation, and this gate of the world towards God is man.
  • This opening is God’s invitation to look towards Him, to tend towards Him, to persevere with regard to Him and to return to Him. (ilayhi raji’un)
  • And this enables us to understand why the gate shuts at death when it has been scorned during life;
  • for to be man (insan) means nothing other than looking by looking beyond (this world) and to pass through the gate.
  • The notion of Hell becomes perfectly clear when we think how senseless it is—and what a waste and a suicide—to slip through the human state without being truly man.

Subhana Rabbika Rabbi’l-izzati ‘amma yasifuna wa salamun ‘ala’l-mursalin wa’l-hamdu li’Llahi Rabbi’l-alamin.

Was-Salaam and Thank you.



[1] Surah Ar-Rahman, The Quran Translated, Marmaduke Pickthall
[2] The Alchemy of Happiness by Imam Ghazzali, translated into English by CLAUD FIELD, [1909]